When you can not respect your own child , you have no rights to create one !!!

 a parent when become a parent they become a parent not because the unborn child asked them to, their soul just chose this destination but the parent decided to have sexual pleasure and hence they conceived it. now once its here it was not only the child's responsibility to give respect to the parent but also it was parent's responsibility to give them a better environment with respect. but they use their children to take out their life's frustration. damage their self worth which ruins their mental health for lifetime. i have no respect for such parents. and therefore i have no respect for my mother, she has abused me psychologically , verbally indirectly so much so that i have lost any compassion, love, or attachment or respect for her. now she lives or die, it just doesn't matter because she has destroyed that sensitivity within me for her. and now she goes here and there to spread this idea that i have become selfish. i wish i am never born in the same womb in any other life in-fact i don't even want to be born around her or in her city. this is how much i want my self away from her FOREVER !!!. 

Apni aulad ko itna thes nahi pahucha dena chahiye ki use tere marne ya jeene se ab koi farak na pade.

fir log kahte hain ki budhape me chor diya....nahi tumne pahle chora dhakke mar mar ke thes pahucha pahucha kar , kos kos kar tumne dhakela apni aulad ko door....to tu isi ke layak hai fir...!!!

This is one reason I do not want to become a mother I do not want to pass on this damaged DNA, I do not want to become like my biological mother, I have lost desire to have my own family because I still have to heal my inner child which never had a Mother !! just a woman who used me as a dustbin for her life's frustration....

I still have to provide a mother to my inner child I still have to become my own Mother.